Hey Maybelline, it’s so great to hear you acknowledge the way you feel about this. It is certainly an aspect of my life that I relate to also.
You are way ahead of many others in having the courage to follow your intuition and your heart, rather than plod along with the rest of them. Only you know what feels right for you — so take other people’s thoughts on board, respect them, but don’t be afraid to toss them if they don’t suit you.
You are starting to figure out more about yourself than you ever would if you just keep doing what doesn’t fire your soul.
I think it’s awesome that you’re so aware of your negative beliefs — this has helped you think them through, challenge them, and come up with more positive thoughts. These are the thoughts that will help you.
Sometimes it can be tough to go your own way, but the growth, people, and fulfilment you get out of life makes it all worthwhile.
Have a wonderful day Maybelline and thank you for sharing :)