Hi Satti, sounds like you have been on an incredible journey. Are you back in the US now? Yeah, I think where ever you go, people have bad habits! Perhaps it shocked and surprised you more because you’d been away in what must seem like a whole different world from the one you came from.
To explore the intricacies of being ‘woman’ and creation are huge endeavours. Good on you. I hope you find meaning in your life from these. But also that you realize you are perfect and worthy, and you don’t need to do anything or prove to anyone your immense worth.
It sounds like ongoing learning is a large part of your life, that is a wonderful way to grow. I also find apart from Googling, connecting with people online and offline gives insight one wouldn’t find online.
Cheers for your detailed reply. Have a fabulous day Satti!